Dancing with My Demon | somewheretomorrow's Blog

Right. They and friends like you are the reason why I am still breathing. I have to make a choice between life and death. Sigh. I wish there were more options to choose. Love you always! HUGS.

Yeah, what Beth said. As hard as it is and as easy as death seems, we all have to say don't give in just yet.

Sigh...

Please dont give up your a very special person. Life is beautiful you just gotta see the bright side of things.

i feel like giving up2 sometimes but i dont want my family to go thru that pain. I only have 3 friends and i hardly ever see them it seems to me they dont seem to care cos they dont make the effert to hang out and do stuff and i do im just sick of it or sick of them.

But life counts my dear, whatever your going through it should make you stronger and wiser, your beautiful and im glad your my friend.....*hugs*

Thanks for encouraging me! I am also glad you are my friend. *Hugs*

I have a few friends in real life as well. And they don't really care about me. I think they are scared of me or something because of my mental illness. It is sad...

Well we are not going anywhere :) *hugs* Remember if you ever need anything let me know

Thanks! *Hug back*

same with me hun if you ever want to talk about anything anytime i am always here. i hate to see a sweetheart like you be so sad *hugs*

*HUGS*

I’m not now or will I ever be perfect, I have been fighting my own demons for so long. For years I wore a .357 magnum cartridge around my neck, a reminder that I could leave this world anytime I chose.
I would get out of bed and wonder why am I bothering, today will be the same as yesterday which will be the same as tomorrow. But then I decided to search for that perfect day, we have all had one at least and sometimes we have had many without even knowing it. I haven’t had one for a long time but I still remember what it felt like. The warmth of the sun shining on my face, a light breeze ruffling my hair everything appearing sharp and in focus. Being with that friend that you really don’t need to talk to because just being there is enough.
I can’t tell you what will help you, but I can listen if you ever want to talk.

Thanks for sharing your story and kindness!